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sometimes…

sometimes its better to forgive rather than forget. sometimes its better to love then to hate. sometimes its better to find the good then look for the bad. and sometimes its more important to just move on. we all think sometimes; sometimes i wish i didn’t live here, sometimes i wish i never met you, sometimes i wish i was someone else, and sometimes i wish this wasn’t happening to me. we never stop to realize how important somethings are, or someone. we never stop to think “what would life be without ___”. you don’t realize the big picture, the whole thing, the consequences. you don’t realize how short life is, you especially don’t realize that tomorrow is promised to noone. living is for now not later. you can’t pass up an opportunity and be like “oh well i’ll get another chance tomorrow”. thats not how life works. everything is constantly changing, the world is never the same and we never realize that the people you see around you might not live to see tomorrow. your best friend in the whole world could die at the drop of the hat with no reason other than.. it was there time. thats right there time. they could be 5, 10, 17, 21, whatever age but that wouldn’t change the fact that it was there time. and sometimes you think that it isn’t fair, it isn’t fair that you aren’t happy, it isn’t fair you lost one of the most important people in your life.. well now you understand, life isn’t fair. nothings fair. you can’t mope around saying “thats not fair”, nothing is fair. and to get over that, to move on, to be happy. you have to find happiness in yourself. you have to find a reason in you to be happy, not other people. because if you die tomorrow, and you don’t have someone today the chances are… tomorrow there isn’t gonna be someone to make you happy either. right now the present is a gift, hence why its called the present. its a gift to be alive, its a gift to be healthy, and most importantly its a gift to be living. nothing is promised to you. you get what you get. and you should be thankful for everything, for your friends, for your family, for the people who care about you. it shouldn’t matter what other people think. you are who you are, your not someone else. sometimes we take that for granted. sometimes we don’t realize the little things. and sometimes we don’t realize how absolutely lucky we are. now sometimes you’ll think and you’ll realize that, sometimes.